i’ve cried over you

i’ve cried over you 

and i’ve cried over you 

inside myself 

i’ve lied over you 

i’ve tried over you 

tried 

to come up with 

explanations 

why over you 

i wonder if someone died 

if you died inside 

if you cried too

if you cried yourself blue 

my heart is steadfast to 

You 

only You 

it’s true 

and i wish it was not 

i wish i forgot 

about how it felt 

when things 

were possible 

when things 

were new 

when I didn’t feel crazy 

and blue 

and like how you’ve acted 

so affectionate 

and so kind 

was it all 

untrue?

maybe I’ll meet someone new 

but just know 

i always wanted 

that someone new 

to be 

You